Im shaking with anger,
Iv never been so afraid of myself.
I could honestly, kill somebody right now.
my big brother, makes me want to just blow the head off of my shoulders.
Hes absolutely worthless,
he stole my computer,
told me he would be done with it at 5 (this is at 10 in the morning) and still isn't off, leaving me with this really crappy computer.
I can't finish my homework which its on, and im about to cry.
Im so incredibly stressed out. I have atleast 3 hours to contribute to that homework, and even then im not finished. im about to scream. I just want to break stuff, I have no idea how to really blow all of this steam off, I went for an hour run, and im still ready to explode. He is so selfish. And he's a liar. So selfish, that he doesn't even need my computer, he just thinks its comfortable. and my mom. Favors him so much, because hes a baby and can't do anything for himself, that im left short, with 3 hours of homework to do, left on this small, stupid little computer. I want him out of this house so bad. And right now, he makes me nothing but angry. I want nothing to do with him, not just because of this, but because he does everything in his power to make me miserable.

Im done.

Drugs are not going to screw up my life.
I have never done a single kind of drug ever.
Its impure.
Also, ITS NOT FAIR TO THE PEOPLE THAT CARE ABOUT YOU.
FIND A DIFFERENT WAY TO COPE,
CUZ YOUR NOT ONLY HURTING YOURSELF,
BUT YOUR HURTING ME,
ASWELL AS YOUR OTHER FRIENDS.
People better start smartening up,
Im not going to stick around with people that will get me in trouble.

Goodbye, sweet love of my life
losing you cuts as deep as a knife
I know I did you wrong and things weren't right
but I loved you girl, more than life

goodbye, sweet love of my life
I hope he loves you like I do
and everything turns out right
alone I'll stay with my memories of you
goodbye sweet love
goodbye and good night

It seems like people are using the wrong approach to stay warm this winter.
People are bubbling over with anger and anguish,
when they should be using sheer happy,bubbly bliss.
Its a lot warmer feeling then getting red faced, worked up, and stressed in the long run.

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I love music

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over